soweliMunLukin

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toki. mi sowelipml (soweli [mun lukin])

Hi, I'm soweli [mun lukin]. I hope you're having a good day.

I'm trying to work on a bunch of things. I'll talk about them here. If you want to listen, neat! If not, also cool. I'll still talk to you if you want.
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The reguardless of truth part matters, because logic can't do everything. If it did, i'd know everything and have a clear set way to live life or whatever. So something has to fill the gaps.

The fillins are reward and willingness. When it comes down to it, it just makes sense that most people go out of their comfort zone and take risks to get things which they aquire. And if a person really wants to do something, they by all means should do it (as long as it's within reason).

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    So. I've told you who I am like, and how i think. That should probably hopefully make the next absurd part seem within reason.

    So about three days ago, I stumbled across some ancient practice called Tulpamancy. The idea is that a person can, with an incredible amount of focus, teach their mind to create an alternate consciousness, one independent of the original yet experiencing most if not all of the same memories.

    I'm smart, so i know I can do it with enough commitment.
    I'm having trouble finding people who i can really trust to be true friends with me, so it's incredibly appealing as an idea to me.
    And so many other things have all clicked. I've made ocs before who shared bodies, and had thoughts about having a narrator of sorts to communicate with.

    If anything, there's also such a strange pull to the idea that I get whenever I research it. I'm not that superstitious since I'm christian, but it seems suspiciously like fate, i guess.

    I'm almost dead set on the idea at this point. I have the info i need, i know the risks, and i know the commitment. So since I can't think of a better place to discuss this development, I'm blogging about it here.

    Who knows? I might end up being a guide to someone else out there who has been turned away from those around them so many times.

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      For the record, it's not like i'm depressed or anything. I'm a functional person. I wake up around the same time, fufill my responsibilities, eat, keep myself healthy and care for myself when sick, it's just that I feel lonely.

      Is solving lonliness with your own mind a good idea? Maybe not. But i want to have that kind of trust to put in someone, even if they're in (our?) head with me.

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