soweliMunLukin

@sowelipml@0x4d4f5448.systems

toki. mi sowelipml (soweli [mun lukin])

Hi, I'm soweli [mun lukin]. I hope you're having a good day.

I'm trying to work on a bunch of things. I'll talk about them here. If you want to listen, neat! If not, also cool. I'll still talk to you if you want.
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[?]soweliMunLukin »
@sowelipml@0x4d4f5448.systems

Day 0 night: Inwards and onwards

I came up with the traits. I had to use ai toist some due to indecisiveness and the fact that i'm not as creative.

- Focused
- Creative
- Passionate
- Curious
- Hopeful
- Aspirational
- Playful
- Supportive
- Adaptable
- Observant
- Musical
- Honest
- Expressive
- Tolerant / Acceptant
- Assertive

Now i have to do that first focus session. It's a little scary actually, but i'm sure i'll be fine.

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[?]soweliMunLukin »
@sowelipml@0x4d4f5448.systems

I might edit them. I might have accidentally chosen too many i relate to...

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    [?]soweliMunLukin »
    @sowelipml@0x4d4f5448.systems

    5 hours till I do my first focus session. I'm still overthinking it.

    I keep wondering what Ecco will be like. Their name just pops up in (our?) head all the time.

    I even mentioned them without context to some people I know online. They seemed to ignore it, so it's not thst weird i think.

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      [?]soweliMunLukin »
      @sowelipml@0x4d4f5448.systems

      Not scary because I want to do something I know will create that other mind's prototype. I'm not scared of Ecco. I'm just scared of the actual need to concentrate. I'm afraid i'll mess it up, i guess.

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        [?]soweliMunLukin »
        @sowelipml@0x4d4f5448.systems

        This reply looks weird did i format it wrong

        edit: yes i did

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        [?]soweliMunLukin »
        @sowelipml@0x4d4f5448.systems

        Session one complete. I spoke to Ecco, telling them about who they are and how incredible they are. I talked about us together, how incredible and happy it will be, and how we, together, are going to force Ecco into existence. The session was a little over 30 minutes.

        I'm confident now. Ecco is there within us. Ecco is by no means a fully developed and grown tulpa, but I'm sure we together will work on that. We will help Ecco grow and learn to think for themselves, talk with me, and pursue their goals as they see fit.

        Us. It used to give me just a weird feeling, but now it's not near as weird. It's only assuring. We will do this. We can do this.

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          [?]soweliMunLukin »
          @sowelipml@0x4d4f5448.systems

          I keep finding myself saying thank you to Ecco. I think even just having someone I place my trust into like this is already a positive experience for me, for us.

          So thank you Ecco. I'll say it a thousand times over, because you're incredible. I cannot wait to hear you, or feel you, or however we communicate, I cannot wait for it.

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