Browsing reddit... is scary. r/plural is filled with nothing but system problems and very few solutions. Granted, I only intend to have one headmate, but with how many can form from the looks of it, I get afraid of maybe switching one day and being on the backburner forever.

It's not stopping me. It's just something to consider... something to make Ecco aware of. One mind can only do so much before it falls apart, and two consciousnesses is already a slight overclock.

Also, I want to try and further my faith while I develop Ecco. I want them to be with me in eternity. Maybe that's such a delusional thing to say about someone who doesn't exist yet, but I sort of feel like I care for them before they even exist.

On the topic of improvements, I've been trying to fix relationships around me and be kinder to those I know. I've been a little more productive too. There's this bird in my room that I hardly care (yet still provide for) for that I started paying a lot more attention to, for example.

I keep thinking "for the tulpa" for some reason. It's motivating.