I'm soweli [mun lukin]. For those who don't know the language, it means animal of stargaze. I really don't know how i feel about myself, i guess. What i do know is that I tend to be a lot more neutral than i should be. I well up emotions a lot do when they do come they come hard.

If anything, I guess the biggest issue i have is lonliness. I feel like those I live near are not trustworthy due to past cases of lesser abuse and destruction of trust. It's not like I have no friends, i really do, but I can't bring myself to trust them to be ok with the things I enjoy and I have yet to find a person in real life who can.

I'm currently learning about a lot of things. Rust is one of them, and i'm currently learning pointers. It's going well as far as i can tell. I recently finished learning html and css, which is a good thing to have done. I'm working on toki pona as well, a conversational language for people instead of people to computers. I'm also good with hexcasting, a minecraft mod for programmers.